Embrace The Struggle

I have been struggling with executing what I have learnt especially in the weekly assessment tests that happen every Friday at the company or the record sessions. I was avoiding the real problem with assumption that maybe the constant failure was due to unpreparedness or rather my mood before I go for these sessions. The reality dawned on me during my last checkpoint which I scored a poor 2/10. I remember sitting in that exam room staring at the screen as the cursor kept blinking on the text editor. I had hit the famous Naruto hand sign while thinking to myself how bad I was. This led me to think to myself how many times I copied my error to a chat bot and proudly read through the solution lying to myself that I had understood where the problem was.That was a big lie, truth is I had skipped a big part of the learning process.This part was what many developers describe as "The struggle". Funnily enough this is a constant part of many disciplines not just software programming. The period