Curious About CyberSecurity!?

Hey! am not only writing this if anyone in the future wants a initial push or urge to start cybersecurity but also to record myself throughout my goal to become a sybersecurity red teaming expert So the story started as every other little guys i had a great hobby of playing and compeleting video game i do it like 100% if i play any games and ofcourse i didn't had the money to buy those so you know huh!!! Nevermind so i always had a thought how are the games available free here because this costs and the companies wont allow how do the user who uploaded this is able to pull this off and that whole curiousity transformed into hacking then ethical hacking then finally the cybersecruity after my 10th grade i started researching about the field and got to know about so many stuffs so many technical terms and with a beginner energy i started watched lots of youtube videos surfed lots of website and as usual ended up with some heavy words hard to pronounce like vulnerability and reconnassianc